Marlon

around campus at midnight.

here's a teaser.

SO the trip ended up being pretty nice, minus seeing my uncle in that condition. he's getting better though, slowly.. we only got to spend 2 days at the hospital and the 2nd day he was so much better than the first day. the first day he was pretty much just laying there staring at the ceiling and occasionally he'd look at my dad, or my uncles, or my grandma or cousin and then look back at the ceiling. but the 2nd day he would smile when my cousin would ask him to smile for her and he'd mouth some words (he couldnt speak because they had to cut a hole in his throat so he could breathe through a tube) and he would make the funniest facial expressions when we'd try to joke around with him. but every few hours he'd get this really scared look on his face and then he'd mouth the word why to my cousin and she'd have to explain to him that he was in a motorcycle accident a week ago and tell him what happened. it was really sad. he has no idea why he's in the hospital, in a neck brace and arm cast and foot casts, laying on the hospital bed surrounded by his whole family. he has no idea until we retell him about the accident. i hope that after he recovers fully, his memory isnt all fucked up. the day we left virginia, we didnt get to go to the hospital that morning but my uncle paul called my dad and told him that my uncle marc had actually got out of the bed with the nurse to go to the bathroom which is amazing. And the day after that my grandma told us that he kept bringing up court cases randomly (he's a public offender for his town in virginia) so it looks like his brains trying to catch up or something. my cousin said that a few months ago he had had some run-ins with a few people because he's a public offender and i guess proved one person innocent ,and the other guilty, i dont know and she said there were some threats thrown and a lot of people think that it goes hand in hand with him being in the hospital because when the ambulance first picked him up when he got in the accident all he said to them was 'it was a truck' and then his head started to swell and now he doesnt remember anything at all. so it was obviously a hit and run. i dont know whatever. he's slowly recovering and i'm so happy

after we left virginia on monday morning, we drove to tennessee and spent the day in gatlinberg and had lunch and walked around and then drove to my grandpas house in georgia... my dads real dad who i've only met 3 times and he lives in a wood cabin in the middle of the woods and its beautifulllll. we stayed the night there & he is the cutest man in the world. seriously, he's 86 and still plays harmonica and goes bowling and paints and draws and speaks fluent french. tuesday morning we had breakfast there and then drove to gainesville and met up with my brother and stayed in gainesville for the night and then drove home yesterday and i got home around 5. all in all, it was a really nice trip although the 15 hour car ride with 6 people in 1 van kinda sucked.... i mean it wasnt THAT bad but someones bound to get on someones nerves. haha







my moms saying that if by sunday night, we find out hurricane ike is hitting us straight on that we're putting the shutters up on the house and fleeing to gainesville. lolllll i JUST got out of the car yesterday and now i'm going back in it... . . . .. i wouldnt mind though, i love gainesville. but im worried about my kitties !

myyy throat hurts

Definitely gotta get a job as soon as possible. Gotta start applying to college too. Damn.

I guess the good part of a three day weekend, is that there's only four days of school. So the weekend is closer again. Came up.

i feel like i am in a place in my life where i really want to be alone. i just want all A's and i just want to go to work out and i just want to feel good and do good things in my life. i jus wana be alone ahh. and im getting my sex and the city dvds tomorrow!!! YAY

Everything so far about this weekend is great and it's not even over yet.

blahhhh so my uncle mark got in a reallyyyy bad motorcycle accident last week and he's been in the hospital. the first day he recognized my aunt becca,but the next day he didnt at all. my dads been like updating me on it and yesterday he texted me saying he had surgery and he was doing a lot better, and then today in 2nd hour my dad texted me saying that he took a turn for the worse and he's in critical condition again, he's concious but not responding, he has no brain activity and i guess hes pretty much a vegetable right now. so the doctor advised my family to go up to virginia to be with him at the hospital... just in case... so i'm leaving in about an hour and a half to go to virginia with pretty much my whole family til at least monday night. I'm more scared than sad, i really hope he pulls through and i really hope he doesnt get any worse. im scared to see him. and i really really want him to get better. Ah what the fuckckckck so yea ill be gone all weekend. i'm kinda excited to go up to virginia just because i havent been there since i was 12, but i really wish it wasnt because of THIS. and the drive is going to be horrible but i'd rather be there than not.i hope everyone has a good weekend thouggggh. au revoir

wompwompwompwomwpmowmpwowwomp thank god tomorrows friday
brittanys in my sign language class now so we get to have fun and not speak together and play silent bingo together <3 my guidance counseler wont switch me out of aerobics even though seniors are like first priorities and not to mention shes a family friend? whatta bitch. i'm definitely not staying in that class again i already had it in 10th grade and uh, no
i love my economics class... which is weird because i heard so much shit about mrs frailing but she's honestly one of the smartest people i've ever met and although shes kind of intimidating i really enjoy her lectures
and: my boyfriend

i need sex and candy

School is turning out pretty okay, actually. I am content with my classes and the people in them. It's a mix of new and old friends. So we'll see what happens later on.

oh i have waited so long for of montreal to release a new album. it's beautiful. who's going to see them in atlanta on november 8?
i believe i'm moving to miami pretty soon. it's pretty exiting. shit's good.

today at school, i met


i don't even have to go to canada to meet a degrassi.
sometimes things are so rad.

2 days ago i never thought that i was going to be happy again and it was the scariest feeling, i don't know why i hurt the people that are closest to my heart but i deffinantly learned my lesson

this relationship is such a precious thing and i'm not sure how i ever came close to fucking it up, sometimes i just don't understand how i get so many second chances, i know i don't deserve one but i'm just so grateful for it
sometimes this feels so real that it almost seems unreal.

got a new job at khols i start tomorrow, moved back into my house, my brother gets out of jail in 21 days, i can start smoking weed again after 3:00 pm this afternoon, everthing seems to be chillin.